Everyday should be Christmas.
damn tiring week. ugh.
Looking back I clearly see
What it is that's killing me
Through the eyes of one I know
I see a vision once let go
I had it all
Constantly it burdens me
Hard to trust and can't believe
Lost the faith and lost the love
When the day is done
Will they open their eyes
And realize we are one
On and on we stand alone
Until our day has come
When they open their eyes
And realize we are one
I love the way I feel today
But how I know the sun will fade
Darker days seem to be
What will always live in me
But still I run
It's hard to walk this path alone
Hard to know which way to go
Will I ever save this day
Will it ever change
Will they open their eyes
And realize we are one
Still today we carry on
I know our day will come
When they open their eyes
And realize we are one
woot.
hypnotized the marionette;
Everyday should be Christmas.
and finally, we had our FIRST class bbq with the teachers. enjoyed ourselves loads and did funny stuff to entertain the teachers. mel should've been there. the guys sang "stand by me" and that's his number one! haha. Lester performed his super dumb magic trick that could trick the teachers, but certainly NOT us. haha.

we waddled in the baby pool without the sercurity gaurds catching us doing so (: haha. well, sadly, edmundo got pushed into the pool by "i don't know who" and was totally drenched.. poor guy had to go home soaking wet!
then we went up to calina's place and snapped some crazy pics. one was taken in her room:

and the other was just meiping, calina and myself doing some dumb pose. we were acting like REAL mountain tortoises when we went to calina's place.. taking pics here, there and everywhere:

kudos to the cooks: rudi, yuyang, renkai, jiajie, kaiwen! the food was DE-licious! kudos to calina's mom too, for the preparation of the food. the night ended kinda scarily when we found out teng ming and kai wen were drunk. man, its NOT fun having to take care of your drunk friends. had to drag them home and all. i felt like some mother hen forcing them to go home.
hypnotized the marionette;
Everyday should be Christmas.
the final product at block 319:
woooohoooo!!! i feel good....
hypnotized the marionette;
Everyday should be Christmas.
project STAR - Launched. Project work group NY 103 proudly presents, project STAR. Sort Them And Recycle. 2 recyclables collection centres were set up at blocks 302 and 319 of Serangoon Ave 3 this morning. i was hard work. we go from door-to-door to publicise our project and to give out flyers to the 2 blocks while others have the comfort of the aircon in the airport to conduct surveys. (trishy, that's you! enjoy the aircon when you can!)
conducting this experiment is HARD and TEDIOUS work, but its worth it. today was loadsa fun for my group. i'll show it using pictures (:

the final product @ block 319.

yuyang at work.
it was a fun experience going door-to-door publicising. [the guys took block 302 and melody and i took block 319] it shows the residents our sincerity and at the same time, make fun of people's door bells. melody and i sang to tunes of musical door bells while waiting for people to answer the door. had fun frantically trying to press the door bells of some.
(clearly, they were not in working condition) all in all, it was a fruitful day. bonded with the group and most of all, enjoyed ourselves.
melody - the official painter
me - the official writer.

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*toodles!
hypnotized the marionette;
Everyday should be Christmas.
ok. this is just to make myself happy.

trish wish fish. miss u loads.
anyways, dearest hiang suan, i'm still the same old daphne, just that now, i'm more serious about life. heex. love you!
hypnotized the marionette;
Everyday should be Christmas.
don't expect to gain my respect for you if you can't even respect me. i may not show it, but i'll assure you, i won't respect you. fancy you screaming at me for no rhyme or reason.
i'd dare you to sing.
just admiring you.. again....
hypnotized the marionette;
Everyday should be Christmas.
i thought i made a mistake. but then afterwards, i found out that i didn't. you crushed every little bit of my hope in you. thanks to you, i no longer believe. i no longer trust.
drowning.
hypnotized the marionette;
Everyday should be Christmas.
and *poof* she's married. my cousin just got married yesterday. time flies past so quickly, and its around this point of time when you start attending your cousins' weddings. [this means we're all getting older] first, its michelle. then at the end of this year, its alice. who'll be next? haha. the wedding dinner was held at the fullerton last night. snapped a few pics outside the ballroom. didn't take much pics though. but i'll post up one with denise and my mom.

denise & i

mommy & i. we look scarily alike. haha.
hypnotized the marionette;
Everyday should be Christmas.
i trusted you as a friend. a good friend. one of my besties. and you could still do something against me behind my back? i saw the evidence. doesn't mean that when i'm not around, means you can do ANYTHING to gain popularity even though its at the expense of your best friend. i trusted you. i shared secrets with you. yet, this is what i get back in return.
well, that's just the first person. sadly, there's one more. who used to be one of my best friends as well. i don't have the guts to say it out to you cuz i'd rather leave things the way they are. with me pretending not to know anything, i can assure you we won't end up quarrelling. you can say that i'm really mean by not talking to you anymore, but i just wanna make sure i don't continue hurting me.
tell me what is SO wrong with talking to you ALOT in the past? we were really good friends. the moment we spoke, i could almost assure that i couldn't have a complete conversation with you. someone else would just RUDELY pull you away. ALWAYS. how coincidental is that? its done on purpose, i tell you...
though you don't really watch your own actions and what you say to others, it STILL does hurt others around you. for me, i've been hurt too much. so i decided to let go.
you never appreciated the stuff i did for you. things that not any other friend would sacrifice for you. just you. ever wondered why i helped? cuz you were my really really good friend. yet, you don't show appreciation. yet, you ASSUME i'd continue helping you throughout the rest of the 2 years until we graduate. NO. i just showed you, i could choose not to help you today. yes, you got into trouble. but its because of YOUR own actions, that you got into trouble.
in life, if you wanna trust people, you NEED to be trusted as well! you can't just assume that things will go fine every single day. life is full of ups and downs. people come and go. we had our share of close friendship (sadly only for 4 months) and now, i'm gone. you must have wondered why i suddenly stepped out of your life. even though i see you everyday and its really hard to work with someone you are really mad with, i will do the necessary to stop myself from getting hurt.
you just don't get it. you never did. and i just hoped, and hoped that one day, you'd see the big picture.
never gonna be the person your friend thought i was.
hypnotized the marionette;
Everyday should be Christmas.
TAG NO.2
1. Do the following WITHOUT complains
2. Choose 5 person to do this after you completed yours
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this.
I HAVE BEEN TAGGED! (you have no idea how stupid i feel now.)
Currents:
Current Mood: pek cek. its my second tag and i have one more to go.
Current Taste: Root beer!
Current Clothes: just shirt and shorts.
Current Toenail Colour: redish dark purple.
Curent Time: 2030.
Current Surroundings: bright and windy.
Current Annoyances: this tag..
Current Thoughts: ECONOMICS.
First:
First Best Friends: Elaine from rosyth primary
First Crush: i told you BEFORE. my classmate frm international school
First Movie: can't remember. bad memory.
First Lie: mom, kor kor hit me...
First Music: i guess when my mom plugged in mortzart baby tunes when i was in her womb..
Lasts:
Last Cigarette: never.
Last Drink: ROOT BEER. i mentioned it JUST NOW.
Last Car Ride: when mom dropped me at tp.
Last Crush: try bribing my friends. they MIGHT tell you.
Last Movie: Just my luck
Last Phone Call: meiping when she checked to see if i was REALLY not going to sentosa. damn.
Last CD played: sound track of just my luck by mcfly
Last song played: Shan hu Hai
Have you ever:
Have you ever dated one of your best friend: nah.
Have you ever broken the law: jay walking? just like borne. haha
Have you ever been arrested: nope
Have you ever skinny-dipped: like i said, if meiping goes, i'll go.
Have you ever been on TV: yeah (:
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: do i look like i'd do stuff like that?!
.5 things you are wearing: t- shirt, shorts, contacts, nail polish and the necessities underneath
4 things you done today: mugged for econs, played pool, ate, whacked melvin.
3 things you can hear right now: neighbour's dog barking, the fan and "what if God was one of us" by Alanis Morisette.
1 thing you do when you are bored: i walk around the house.
literally.
5 guys.
Amanda Voon
Edmund
Clement Sim
Yong Kiat
Evelyn
hypnotized the marionette;
Everyday should be Christmas.
alrights. Borne is nuts. i'm like tagged 3 times at one shot! damn.. i'll just have to do it all by tonight then.. econs paper tmr. last day. and i still have choir practice while my classmates run off to sentosa. man, i DO believe i deserve AT LEAST that day out with my buddies..
TAG NO.1 :
1.What were you doing in secondary school?
vague question. well, i studied real hard, played, dozed off in class, copied homework. you know the average sec school student.
2. Five of your favorites singers or bands?
Hilary Duff
Mcfly
simple plan
Lindsay Lohan
Green day
3. Five things you would do if you were a millionaire?
see the 7 wonders of the world.
live in london, rome, japan, australia, paris and orlando for a week EACH.
set up a company to earn more money
finance my mom for a liposuction operation. hah. she's been wanting it.
have my own cinema built and invite unfortunate kids over for movie marathons with me!
4. Five things you like to do?
sing
movie marathon-ing throught the night!
having slumber parties
eating loadsa ice-cream!!
spend the day with my buddies strolling along orchard road.
5. 5 things you will never get?
H3 maths and chem
999 roses
marry a rich man
a younger sister.
you in my life.
6. Five favorites?
ice-cream
thai food
chocolates
the movie "a walk to remember" and "pirates of the caribbean"
shoes!
7. Five people to do this quiz?
tricia
gabriel
calina
teng ming
hiang suan
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