Everyday should be Christmas.
i'm growing to be a freakin' workaholic. save me. i'm venting everything on my work. there's nothing more productive i can do than this. it'll beat crying it out and having puffy eyes all day. hrmph.
i'm pushing myself. my body's telling me not to. its gonna force me to stop soon. i'm gonna breakdown. Oh Lord, increase my faith. Strengthen me and confirm me, in Thy true faith. there's more to life than this. there's never been a week at mass where i don't pour my heart and soul to you. life's too hard for kids these days.
hypnotized the marionette;
Everyday should be Christmas.
oh man.. it sucks being forced to stay away from school knowing that you'll miss out like ALOT in a day. let alone being on MC for 2 days! i feel like a blardy sick chicken. i practically spend the last 36 hours asleep. probably only awake for 2-3 hours to go to the doc n to eat. i feel like a new-born. just sicker than one. haha. temp peaked this morning at 40 deg sia. beat that, borne! i swear i could feel my brains frying! haha. as usual, i panicked cuz i felt that i still had a future ahead of me and i didn't wanna lose my brain that soon ):
anyways, i'm guessing that by now, borne should be holding onto my GP paper. i heard gopal's gonna return our papers today. man, i hope i can pass.... cuz i dreamt that borne told me i got 19/50 for paper 1. is that true? oh man.
i just read one of my earlier posts that was about my aim for block test this year - ALL B's for all subs. as it is, i've failed to achieve this goal.
physics [B]
chemistry [C]
maths [D]
econs [B]
that's two subs that didn't hit my goal. in fact, the ugly D grade was because of dumb careless mistakes. real dumb ones. hah. but considering the fact that i had only a week to revise so many chapters, i am determined to put in more effort for mid-years.
hypnotized the marionette;